Today is my partners work Christmas do. Its black tie, posh food at formal dinner. Then a party. First time I’ve been out in ages, and with partner on my arm in a cocktail suit. So why am I upset?
Tonight I shall be wearing my only posh dress… It’s lovely and really long. A deep purple that shimmers another shade of purple. Great dress, except I bought this for my own wedding reception. Until he called it off a few months back… Yeah right when I had the breakdown. Is it a surprise I was suicidal?
Any way, here we are. Is it normal to stay with someone after such a rejection? I doubt it. I still love him, although he no longer loves me. That hurts, I won’t sugar coat it. It REALLY HURTS.
So off to the doctors for a check on how I’m coping, honestly doc you do not want to ask. :'(
Oh, I just read this blog post and couldn’t not comment. I hope a trip to the Docs will help and I hope you manage to have a good night out. You will look wonderful in that beautiful dress, I’m sure.
As for the rest, I don’t know. xx
awwwh sweetie hugs